I'm not happy with my layout again, haha am i being too picky? I just get quite disturbed when my entries do not match my layout. Maybe i should just stick to black and white.

Anyway, i woke up ridiculously early for tuition this morning. It has been a while since i last took the train in the morning. When i stepped onto the train, it was, still. No phone ringings, no chatter, no sound. I looked around and everyone had the same expression on their faces. No smiles. Then i realised that i blended in with them and i appreciated the silence too. I would have killed anyone who broke the peace. There are times when you just stare at nothing and subconsciously listen to your own heart beating.

Then just some two hours later, it was a different sight, people hurried around, and the ringing of phones filled the train. It was time to get cracking.

Why are we so tired? And what's going to happen if we feel tired all our lives? Sometimes life feels like a routine. You make your own choices but there is still a certain path which you have to take. As for now, i still do not know what i want to do in the future, and it makes me feel aimless.

I'd be happy to start work, have my own family, or basically move into fifteen years from now. Then again, i don't want some things to change. I don't want to see my parents grow old, i don't want to see them go. For everything that is given to you, something is also taken away from you.

Well, while i was standing on the train, the person seated down beside me received a msg. (I promise the temptation was too great to resist) So i read the msg, haha. It went something like "lols, i'm wearing brown.. meeting at the bus stop ritez..?" Haha, there, your very own real life example. My eyes just popped out at the word ritez hahahaha.

Haha, i have always associated the world lols with lollipops.